"Because all you were thinking about [these last three years] was your family, your revenge, and your demons, [and you used these women without a second thought and promptly forgot about them as soon as your own shit got to much to deal with]".

OH MY GOD.

I'm sobbing again now, by the way. Your description of that last Dean/Jo scene. THAT'S IT. The thing I was seeing in it that I wasn't even articulating. Thank you. BACK TO SOBBING. FUCKING CHRIST.